~~matter~~

exam approaching....
but my mind was about sth else....
some matter really bother me...
i asked myself frequently....
"did i really changed a lot?"....
some of my friends said i changed...nt talkative,nt smile,nt play like be4...maybe gua....but i called it as "GROWN"...becz PEOPLE NEVER "CHANGE"....they still what they are....
a lot thing happen on me lately....i happy...i enjoy...i mad..i angry...i lonely.....i sad.........
not to blame anyone n anything..just..why cant life get simple.........
at least i just want a simple and happy life....

asked myself again.....
"what i really want....now..."
i know...i know what i really n truly need...
but.....how do i get "it"????
strength of mine,alone is not enough....
n somehow...i'm getting numb...i started to get...bored i think....for the same thing...for the same prob....
hope this situation wont last long....need some change on it...

my post might sound a bit moody,but don't worry about me...i'm a strong man~~you know~~~hahaha

p.s.yet...I WONT GIVE UP!!!!

giving up???

SURE NOT!!!!
NEVER GIVE UP

sometime and somehow i feel like i'm getting incapability and helpless..........

don't know how to work on it......

i can't do anything on tat....

p.s.doesn't mean i'm giving up!!!

choosing subj for next sem????

"y the heck i wake up so early to do the damn thing????"
slept 2am yesterday..wake 8am today...just very tired...
no energy la... refresh...refresh.....n refresh the page la~~~~
y cant they make their official website more...SYSTEMATIC!!!!!
doing the same stuff from 8.30 till 11 sth liao....still no progress~~~~lazy......tired.............and boring.............................

GIVE YOU TIS!!!!

p.s.just bo suang!!!!

????????

NO~~~~~~~~~~~~

something terrible just happened!!!!

my friend louis told me:"lennon you gt o mark in your solid mechanic assignment 1."

my 1st reaction:" my assignment gt 0 marks?????don't kidding~~~~"

but soon he shows me tis.....
WHAT?????

just can't believe wat i saw!!!!!!

0.....0.......0............0............0..................0....................O.......................O............................O

NAn DAI YO???(Japanese mean wassup)

NO..NO..NO

sth must be wrong here...

few day ago,i gt my assignment bak....n wat i see is 100 but not 0!!!!!!(i checked my assignment as it written there 100 als!!!)

must be some mistake there when our lecturer key in the marks!!!!

Ms LAM(solid mechanics lecture+tutor),PLS DOUBLE CHECK BE4 YOU POST STH!!!!!!!!IT TROUBLE SOMEONE!!!!(ME!!!!!)

HORRIBLE,TERRIBLE AND UNBELIEVABLE!!!!

p.s. thx louis for informing!!!