~~rainy day~~

day by day....
really hard to act...."nothing"....
still laughing..hanging...chatting...watching...busying...texting...gaming...sporting...(things tat can make me real tired and without using my brain...)
but...sth is still in deep of my mind.....
nv want to think...ask...look...or even touch it...
i'm scare??ya..maybe....
cz i know..if i made one mistake...it's all done...OVER...
wat i alway said":just let it end la..."
but in deep....i'm not....i really don want it happen...
but.....


really damn

p.s.if it's necessary....i will.....

~~mine~~

people...people...people...
why do tis???
tis isn't fun....
if want to talk...
just look for me...
"they" cant help de...
i can be very understanding...
past really never bother me....
i meant it...
why just don't believe on it......




i'm waiting.............

p.s.nv judge ppl by nt knowing the truth...

~~the only thing~~

to make you happy.....
i will do anything.....
no matter how...
just hope you find things you wanted...

p.s.you gt my biggest wish^^

~~matter~~

exam approaching....
but my mind was about sth else....
some matter really bother me...
i asked myself frequently....
"did i really changed a lot?"....
some of my friends said i changed...nt talkative,nt smile,nt play like be4...maybe gua....but i called it as "GROWN"...becz PEOPLE NEVER "CHANGE"....they still what they are....
a lot thing happen on me lately....i happy...i enjoy...i mad..i angry...i lonely.....i sad.........
not to blame anyone n anything..just..why cant life get simple.........
at least i just want a simple and happy life....

asked myself again.....
"what i really want....now..."
i know...i know what i really n truly need...
but.....how do i get "it"????
strength of mine,alone is not enough....
n somehow...i'm getting numb...i started to get...bored i think....for the same thing...for the same prob....
hope this situation wont last long....need some change on it...

my post might sound a bit moody,but don't worry about me...i'm a strong man~~you know~~~hahaha

p.s.yet...I WONT GIVE UP!!!!

Plain White T's - 1,2,3,4

TO MY DEAREST

1,2 - 1 2 3 4
give me more lovin' then i've ever had.
make it all better when i'm feelin' sad.
tell me that i'm special even when i know i'm not.
make me feel good when i hurt so bad.
barely gettin' mad,
i'm so glad i found you.
i love bein around you.
you make it easy,
as easy as 1 2,(1 2 3 4.)
theres only one thing two do three words four you.
i love you.
(i love you)
there's only one way two say those three words
and that's what i'll do.
i love you.
(i love you)
give me more lovin' from the very start.
piece me back together when i fall apart.
tell me things you never even tell your closest friends.
make me feel good when i hurt so bad.
best that i've had.
im so glad that i found you.
i love bein' around you.
you make it easy as easy as 1 2,(1 2 3 4.)
there's only one thing two do three words four you.
i love you.
(i love you)
there's only one way two say those three words
and that's what i'll do.
i love you.i love you
(i love you)
you make it easy, it's easy as 1234
there's only one thing two do three words four you i love you
(i love you)
there's only one way two say those three words
that's what i'll do i love you
(i love you)
i love you i love you.
one two three four i love you.
(iloveyou)
i love you

(i love you)

this song is amazing!!!!!
when we're in love this make so much of sense..
part of it just hit me.....oh my...

LOVE IT!!!

p.s.i love you~~~

giving up???

SURE NOT!!!!
NEVER GIVE UP

sometime and somehow i feel like i'm getting incapability and helpless..........

don't know how to work on it......

i can't do anything on tat....

p.s.doesn't mean i'm giving up!!!

day of 18 april 2009

DAILY ACTIVITY
1....wake
2....breakfast
3....open comp
4....dinner
5....nap
6....cont comp
7....dinner
8....comic
9....comp(wat i'm doing right now)
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lifeless ha??boring ha??
who care????????CZ I ENJOYING IT!!!hahaha

p.s.i love my life!!!!haha